Dun feel like want to sleep

Suddenly dun feel like wanna sleep, so I decide not to sleep for 36 hours.Hmm...nvr try this b4, hope I wont get mad.
just a short post....
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magic box

hm....where to get tat magic box

Dissociative identity disorder

Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a condition in which a single person displays multiple distinct identities or personalities (known as alter egos or alters), each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. The diagnosis requires that at least two personalities routinely take control of the individual's behavior with an associated memory loss that goes beyond normal forgetfulness; in addition, symptoms cannot be due to drug use or medical condition.

Signs and symptoms
Individuals diagnosed with DID demonstrate a variety of symptoms with wide fluctuations across time; functioning can vary from severe impairment in daily functioning to normal or high abilities. Symptoms can include:
multiple mannerisms, attitudes and beliefs that are not similar to each other
headaches and other body pains
distortion or loss of subjective time
depersonalization
amnesia
depression
derealization
flashbacks of abuse/trauma
unexplainable phobias
sudden anger without a justified cause
lack of intimacy and personal connections
frequent panic/anxiety attacks
auditory hallucinations of the personalities inside their mind
Patients may experience an extremely broad array of other symptoms that resemble epilepsy, schizophrenia, anxiety disorders, mood disorders, post traumatic stress disorder, personality disorders, and eating disorders.

well, the reason I post this is beacause.... ( I'm nt gonna tell)
and just want to tell you about I'll get angry , mad or etc..... more easily than the past.
So plz dun try to tease me.
I dun wan somebody to get hurt.

future?

Today mr.lau gave us a seminar in class, he asked us to wrote how many A's we wanna get in SPM.
Besides that he also asked us to write about our ambition,dream house,dream car and how much salary we wan in the future.( he even asked us try to imagine about the future)
Except how many A's I wanna score in SPM, the others I leave it blank.
Why it is blank?
I was wondering.
In the past 2 years, I knw wat I want in the future, I've dream.I knw wat I want to be.
But I'm LOST now.why?
A question without an answer........

just ignore

The time for now is 2.50 a.m, I stil cnt sleep in the middle of the night. C cnt reali made me sleep anymore, I'm numb with it. I had a dream last night, a dream about I was dead...well, this is not the 1st time I have a dream like this. Start searching wats the meaning of it, the result is..............

hm......it said.......sumthing is going to end...its over.....well....sumthing reali end up tonight,its true!

a cake?

Today I rcv this "cake " from pkm. She said this is a cake, and she asked me to eat immediatly . I reali tot tat tis is a real cake, it reali smell like a cake. Finally, guess wat I did??
haha...dun wanna tell u ......WELL....thx pkm....xixi....

questions

2 days ago,sumbody asked me sumthing...
she said this is a very personal quaestion...
(oh........ how personal is it?)
Z: hey, wan to ask u some question, a very personal question, canna?
me: er...ok....(thinking wat she wanna ask? izit I m in love v sumone??)
Z:why u always go to toilet during exam ar?wat u do in toilet (wtf ! wat can I do in toilet??ML ?)
me: bcoz I m panic, I kip on wan to urinate and "pang sai" (yea..its true...I' m panic for tis midyear exam...almost everyday wan to vomit also)
Z: oh..bt i saw u went out to toilet more than once during exam...saw u walk in n out..(I tot she meant last week ,coz last week I had a stomachache)
me: oh...coz last time I stamach pain mah....
Z: hmm... hwo about just now? u went out again...u panic?
me: yea..i go pang sai..
Z: oh...pang sai so fast 1 ar? ( er...wat she meant?? izit I doing others thing in toilet so tat I can come back so fast)
me: yea..coz just nw my fren also wanna go...n she let me go 1st..i dun wan her to wait so long
Z: oh ic...then nth ad la...

Erm....dont ask me who is tat person.....
AND....
the funny things is Z is nt the only person who ask those question..
kinda desperate I knew sumone like this.