Sunday, October 10, 2010

I'm emo again!





How many times I had been emo for the past few months?? 1,2? I guess its more than 100.
After I had moved to here, everything changed.
The only reason I'm stil staying alive is ??
just bcoz my heart is still beating,I'll just leave or let go of my life after my heart has stop beating.
My heart, my dearly heart~ u've been beating for 18 years for me without taking any rest.
are u tired? u can rest now, u knw? I'm serious.
why dun u just get some leave.
Will someone appear here to save me?
I dun wan to live alone right here anymore.

Friday, September 17, 2010

happiness lead to sadness

Do u agree with tat?
Happiness really does always lead to sadness.
You might feel happy right now and feel down later, it's just the matter of time.


Monday, June 28, 2010

The best day ever!!

Well, for ur info I'm studying in Utar,kampar in perak since last month.
I cycle to school everyday because its quite "near" from my hse to school.Its about 600 to 700 m.
The point for this post is one of the tyre of my bicycle puncture today.( I realize it after I cycled for 13m )Izzit very great?
Well, I do feel unlucky when I knew this happen. All I have to do is to call the bicycle shop's worker where I bought this bike to repair it. Erhem!! my phone dun have credit to call.(maybe u'll think tat I should borrow hp from the others to call, bt I just dun feel it is gud to do tat) So I just walked for the whole journey back to my hse.
I do enjoyed the journey . On the half way of my journey,a guy asked me to stop my bike n c whether how can he help to fix it. Hmm..... after realize tat he cnt help to fix it, he tried to called sum1 to help, bt I refused it. ^^. why? coz actually he is fetching a girl, I saw the girl's mood is getting bad~~~ WOW, dun wan kacau ppl pak toh la. After saying thank you to him ,he left and said sorry~~~ Kinda hepi I met sum1 so helpful and gentleman today~~heehee~~After walking for 10minutes, a fren of mine who name Mimi passed by me, and ask whether what happen to my bike,she decided to accompany me for the journey bt I refuse again. ( Really think that I had became independent , I can handle my own problem all by myself, I dun need ppl to accompany me) and again she left.
I felt lucky that the weather today is nt hot enuf for me to get sunstroke and it does nt rain while I'm walking in the half way.^^
I FEEL GOOD TODAY!!!
After I getting back home, I asked my lovely+dearest pkm to send some money for me so that I can call sum1 to repair my bike, within 30minutes, I rcv the money. THX PKM. She is always there for me when I need help.
And within 10minutes, a guy come to fix my bike n it cost RM10.

The lesson I learn today is always kept your phone with some credit , so that u can call for help immediately.

Conclusion : I'm happy today although my bike's tyre puncture. Happy to knw that there's still some guy so helpful in this world to help a stranger. ^^

Thursday, May 20, 2010

好好照顾自己吧,我走了......

到最后,我还是哭了。
好久没哭得一把鼻涕一把眼泪了,真想回到小时候。
小时候哭时会有人安慰,妈妈会抱着我,甚至会有人拿糖果逗我。
当小孩真好!
长大后,我哭时就再也没人逗我,拿糖给我吃了。
但在三年前有个人突然走进了我的生活,在我哭时,她会替我擦泪,她会逗我笑,她会给我拥抱。她鼓励我,教我读书,要考试时我们一起温习。我学会了很多东西。
这么温软的三年就这样过去了,现在我就要到别的地方读书了。
我们被逼分开了,再也不能一起读书了。
很像电视剧吧?在电视剧里,每次都会有一方是因为要去读书或是做工而分开的............
在他们将要分开的前一晚一定会发生一些事情或是会在机场请对方留下,最起码都会去送他......
我不祈求你来送我或是在我要离开的前一晚陪我,我只想要
一个拥抱。若这很难做到的话,至少在我们最后一次见面时看着我说再见,但你没有.............
我要走了,好好照顾自己

Monday, May 3, 2010

Something funny



Today I went to the hot market in kp with my sister.When we saw these, we laugh very loudly together.

Do u get it?
why we will laugh?