dream last night

I had a terrible dream yesterday, I've been kidnap in my dream.
Sumbody kidnap me in the parking area, they gave me 1 hour to get RM500 for them then they wil let me go.
Rm500? I have it in my acc,bt they took my wallet, I cant get it from ATM machine.
I went to school, saw many stranger.
Then I saw ym, I told her my situation, I need money.
she gave me rm5. T.T.
Then I saw J, she said she is going to lagoon, no money to lend me.
why dun pkm exist in my dream? if she exist, the problem could be settle immediatly!
F*ck! Feel so hopeless there, then I saw may, I told her my situation since she is the last 1 I knw in my dream.
She told me she've been kidnap b4, she said she paid them rm500, and she survive.
glad to heard tat If I gave them rm500 then I could survive, bt I left 5 mins.
ouk ouk ouk ouk!!! my roommate alarm rang and woke me up.
That was a terrible dream, more than a ghost nightmare!
feel so HOPELESS there, jz like wat I feel everyday .
I search on web, I found this: To be kidnapped in a dream reflects feelings that someone in waking life is forcing you to do something against your will.Feeling forced to do something against your will
Feeling victimized.

Justin Bieber on CSI

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快乐在哪里？

一群年轻人觉得过得不够快乐，于是便一起出外寻找快乐。在长途的跋涉中，他们非但没有寻求到自己所要的东西，反而因为忍饥挨饿而饱尝了烦恼与忧愁。没办法，他们只好垂头丧气地往回走。

走着走着，他们忽然听见一位老人的“呵呵”大笑声，扭过头去一看，原来是盛名远扬的大哲学家苏格拉底老先生正在树下坐着看书，一边看一边陶醉地大笑着，看样子快乐无比。这群年轻人像看见了救星似的赶忙奔过去：“尊敬的老师，请您告诉我们怎样才能像您这么快乐吧，快乐到底在哪里？”

苏格拉底抬起头看看他们；“哦，你们就是那群出来寻找快乐的孩子吧？怎么还没有找到快乐？那这样吧，眼看着就要到雨季了，你们伐木给我造一条大船。造好以后，我们一起出去划船，那时，我再告诉你们快乐在哪里。”

年轻人遵照他的吩咐做了。为了赶在雨季之前完成，他们日日夜夜地忙碌着，日子过得极为充实。

一天，苏格拉底去看他们，发现他们正在一边唱歌，一边劳动，便问道：“孩子们，你们现在感觉到快乐了吧？就是这样，当你忙得没空去想快不快乐时，它就会突然来到了。”

快乐只喜欢亲近积极做事的人。专门地、刻意地去寻找快乐，它往往会躲藏起来，而用心去做眼前的事情，它反倒会不请自来。

小故事大道理

习惯

我妈告诉我一个人的习惯可以在三个星期内改掉，我现在就在改着一个习惯。

今天是第一天，希望我能顺利改掉这个习惯。

改了后我会变成怎样呢？

变成三年前的我吗？

还是..........

现在就在期待着

I'm emo again!

How many times I had been emo for the past few months?? 1,2? I guess its more than 100.

After I had moved to here, everything changed.

The only reason I'm stil staying alive is ??

just bcoz my heart is still beating,I'll just leave or let go of my life after my heart has stop beating.

My heart, my dearly heart~ u've been beating for 18 years for me without taking any rest.

are u tired? u can rest now, u knw? I'm serious.

why dun u just get some leave.

Will someone appear here to save me?

I dun wan to live alone right here anymore.

happiness lead to sadness

Do u agree with tat?

Happiness really does always lead to sadness.

You might feel happy right now and feel down later, it's just the matter of time.

The best day ever!!

Well, for ur info I'm studying in Utar,kampar in perak since last month.

I cycle to school everyday because its quite "near" from my hse to school.Its about 600 to 700 m.

The point for this post is one of the tyre of my bicycle puncture today.( I realize it after I cycled for 13m )Izzit very great?

Well, I do feel unlucky when I knew this happen. All I have to do is to call the bicycle shop's worker where I bought this bike to repair it. Erhem!! my phone dun have credit to call.(maybe u'll think tat I should borrow hp from the others to call, bt I just dun feel it is gud to do tat) So I just walked for the whole journey back to my hse.

I do enjoyed the journey . On the half way of my journey,a guy asked me to stop my bike n c whether how can he help to fix it. Hmm..... after realize tat he cnt help to fix it, he tried to called sum1 to help, bt I refused it. ^^. why? coz actually he is fetching a girl, I saw the girl's mood is getting bad~~~ WOW, dun wan kacau ppl pak toh la. After saying thank you to him ,he left and said sorry~~~ Kinda hepi I met sum1 so helpful and gentleman today~~heehee~~After walking for 10minutes, a fren of mine who name Mimi passed by me, and ask whether what happen to my bike,she decided to accompany me for the journey bt I refuse again. ( Really think that I had became independent , I can handle my own problem all by myself, I dun need ppl to accompany me) and again she left.

I felt lucky that the weather today is nt hot enuf for me to get sunstroke and it does nt rain while I'm walking in the half way.^^

I FEEL GOOD TODAY!!!

After I getting back home, I asked my lovely+dearest pkm to send some money for me so that I can call sum1 to repair my bike, within 30minutes, I rcv the money. THX PKM. She is always there for me when I need help.

And within 10minutes, a guy come to fix my bike n it cost RM10.

The lesson I learn today is always kept your phone with some credit , so that u can call for help immediately.

Conclusion : I'm happy today although my bike's tyre puncture. Happy to knw that there's still some guy so helpful in this world to help a stranger. ^^