surprised birthday party

Happy birthday to you!!! u knw who u're.^^

9th of March was my fren birthday, she said she wan to make it simple. So me and my fren hang out with her in pasar malam to buy some food for our dinner. After having dinner in her house, me and my fren rcv a msg : we are going to celebrate her birthday around at 9 or 10 pm. Which means we have to stay at her hse until 9 or 10 pm, so the earliest the we could leave is 11pm. 

Not to said tat I'm nt having fun there, bt I found it's pointless to celebrate her birthday secretly to giv her a 'BIG' surprised since she already knw we are going to celebrate her birthday.

Just so u knw, the secret/ surprised party is nt surprised anymore since she already knw it. 

Yea,my fren told her tat the other frens are planning a party for her.(she have to pretend tat she don't knw and 4 of us have to pretend that we dint tel her we are going to celebrate her birthday)=.="'

well, it is nt a formal party,it's more like an event .

the event only goes for 10mins. 

sing song 2mins,take photo 2mins, cut and eat cake 6mins. 

then sumbody left. . . well, I thought that we could have some conversation there coz it's been awhile that all of us (11ppl) din't hang out.nah~~~ it just end like tat,in the 5th minit, 3 person already left b4 they finish their cake,2 ppl left on the 10th minit.

Left 5 of us, yea we do have a very long conversation. I'm hepi with it. 

Hmm....we used to hang out for many hours ,we used to chat for many hours, we used to celebrate the other's fren birthday part and have a very long conversation.

BUT now, we're more like a stranger.

I'm glad that u all have the idea of giving her a surprised birthday party although it fail to be a surprise party but at least it was a birthday party. 

But u guys just left in the nex 5 or 10mins after she blew her candle. 

what does that mean? u guys attend just so tat u guys wont feel guilty(bcoz we had celebrated u guys birthday),so its necessary to celebrate back her birthday?? to pay back wat she gave?

No offense k. Just that I'm just wondering....are u guys reli wan to celebrate her birthday to make her happy or as a pay back so that u guys wont feel guilty?

and  I just found it's pointless to celebrate her birthday secretly , what I meant was just celebrate her birthday in the normal way la since she already knw. 

Hm....lastly no offense , just telling my point of view. 

dream last night

I had a terrible dream yesterday, I've been kidnap in my dream.
Sumbody kidnap me in the parking area, they gave me 1 hour to get RM500 for them then they wil let me go.
Rm500? I have it in my acc,bt they took my wallet, I cant get it from ATM machine.
I went to school, saw many stranger.
Then I saw ym, I told her my situation, I need money.
she gave me rm5. T.T.
Then I saw J, she said she is going to lagoon, no money to lend me.
why dun pkm exist in my dream? if she exist, the problem could be settle immediatly!
F*ck! Feel so hopeless there, then I saw may, I told her my situation since she is the last 1 I knw in my dream.
She told me she've been kidnap b4, she said she paid them rm500, and she survive.
glad to heard tat If I gave them rm500 then I could survive, bt I left 5 mins.
ouk ouk ouk ouk!!! my roommate alarm rang and woke me up.
That was a terrible dream, more than a ghost nightmare!
feel so HOPELESS there, jz like wat I feel everyday .
I search on web, I found this: To be kidnapped in a dream reflects feelings that someone in waking life is forcing you to do something against your will.Feeling forced to do something against your will
Feeling victimized.

Justin Bieber on CSI

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Interview

快乐在哪里？

一群年轻人觉得过得不够快乐，于是便一起出外寻找快乐。在长途的跋涉中，他们非但没有寻求到自己所要的东西，反而因为忍饥挨饿而饱尝了烦恼与忧愁。没办法，他们只好垂头丧气地往回走。

走着走着，他们忽然听见一位老人的“呵呵”大笑声，扭过头去一看，原来是盛名远扬的大哲学家苏格拉底老先生正在树下坐着看书，一边看一边陶醉地大笑着，看样子快乐无比。这群年轻人像看见了救星似的赶忙奔过去：“尊敬的老师，请您告诉我们怎样才能像您这么快乐吧，快乐到底在哪里？”

苏格拉底抬起头看看他们；“哦，你们就是那群出来寻找快乐的孩子吧？怎么还没有找到快乐？那这样吧，眼看着就要到雨季了，你们伐木给我造一条大船。造好以后，我们一起出去划船，那时，我再告诉你们快乐在哪里。”

年轻人遵照他的吩咐做了。为了赶在雨季之前完成，他们日日夜夜地忙碌着，日子过得极为充实。

一天，苏格拉底去看他们，发现他们正在一边唱歌，一边劳动，便问道：“孩子们，你们现在感觉到快乐了吧？就是这样，当你忙得没空去想快不快乐时，它就会突然来到了。”

快乐只喜欢亲近积极做事的人。专门地、刻意地去寻找快乐，它往往会躲藏起来，而用心去做眼前的事情，它反倒会不请自来。

小故事大道理

习惯

我妈告诉我一个人的习惯可以在三个星期内改掉，我现在就在改着一个习惯。

今天是第一天，希望我能顺利改掉这个习惯。

改了后我会变成怎样呢？

变成三年前的我吗？

还是..........

现在就在期待着

I'm emo again!

How many times I had been emo for the past few months?? 1,2? I guess its more than 100.

After I had moved to here, everything changed.

The only reason I'm stil staying alive is ??

just bcoz my heart is still beating,I'll just leave or let go of my life after my heart has stop beating.

My heart, my dearly heart~ u've been beating for 18 years for me without taking any rest.

are u tired? u can rest now, u knw? I'm serious.

why dun u just get some leave.

Will someone appear here to save me?

I dun wan to live alone right here anymore.

happiness lead to sadness

Do u agree with tat?

Happiness really does always lead to sadness.

You might feel happy right now and feel down later, it's just the matter of time.