Once a failure, forever a failure.

I felt so embarrassed about my results.
Its jz the matter of EGO.
I knw.
tis year wont be a gud year for me.
bcoz i hav to face my failure in this whole year or may 3/4 year.
yea, its long.
Dunno why i felt embarrassed about facing my own failure.
I hate it.!!!
feel like giving up.
bt I cant.
haiz..一失足成千古恨~