the consequences

So after doing nth on the weekend, now it's about the time to accept the consequences..
I have to finish my report by today because the deadline is Tuesday.
(Due to I don't really have the time to finish it on Monday. )
and clean my room since I'm so lazy to clean it for the pass few days.
and.....
finish as much tutorials question as I can.
wear sport shoes to school started from tomorrow.T.T
cause my shoes is too smelly to wear.
I'm suppose to clean it on weekend, but I din't and thats why.
Everything you did have the consequences, think before you actually did it.
So I learn something now, I'm clear now after emo for 2 or 3 days.
started from Friday.
My weekend were ruined because of the staying awake until 5am.
I'm not going to do this on the coming Friday or sat or Sunday.
Haha, I know..the time for now is 3.3am but I'm still awake.
I'm trying to work on it, wake up early and sleep early.
Going to change my sleeping timetable.
I sleep for the whole day , I did nothing. (that's why I'm here )

I'm 19 now, I've grown up, I accept the consequences, I'm going to be an adult next year, not a teenager anymore.Learning not too complain and be independent for 2011. Complain sometimes might make you feel better but if you complain everyday, it'll  makes your life become meaningless(because you complain everything) then what's the bright sight of your life? forget about the bad things happen in your life and remember the good things,then you'll feel better. and another story, be independent, I believe most of the people thought that being independent means being alone. For example, I heard some of the people don't eat when there's no one there to accompany them to eat. That is so childish. I actually heard about this when I'm in a lift, 2 person's conversation. Which means there are people actually skip meal because of ....loneliness?
and sometimes I have my lunch alone in school, 1 of my friend(only 1, I'm glad only 1 of my friend have this immature thinking) she came and said, why eat alone? so pity, I rather don't eat if I have to eat alone. HA!
I said nothing, because 用沉默独孤他人的非议，在强者是一种风度，在弱者是聪明.I know you might think that there's no connection in between the examples I gave and independent, try to connect yourself la, since you read my blog for quite a long time already, I believe you will get it.

Make complain on every single thing doesn't change anything, living in a environment or situation that you dislike, there're 2+1 things you can do 1)leave 2) shut up and accept  3)change
I accept and face my failure, I'm proud of myself,
I faced it, not like the others, they just left.
I'm glad my dad asked me to stay here.
thx dad, I will try my best!
thx for everything dad.

Latly,I hope my postive thinking can last until end of this sem.XD
bless me.take care.