friend or enemy?

We are like friends, we are like enemy.

We eat like we are friends and we fight silently. 

why? 

yea, maybe I shouldn't ask for more, 

I shouldn't have so many expectation from you guys,

what I thought friends for is so much different after I came here. 

No one will help you, if you don't ask for it.

Sometimes ,they'll just ignore you, pretend that they din't notice you're dying in the dark corner.

I 

I'm afraid to seek for help again. 

why?

to be continue........