我放不下,我不开心

我买这架电话花了900块,现在才卖7OO。
我考试本来可以拿很高分的,我多手去改,不能拿高分了。
我不甘心!我不开心！

如果

如果每天都能像今天一样过得无优无虑那该有多好?
真的不舍得结束这一天,不想睡

Stay or leave??

I feel like leaving here stay with my ex roommate.

friend or enemy?

We are like friends, we are like enemy.

We eat like we are friends and we fight silently. 

why? 

yea, maybe I shouldn't ask for more, 

I shouldn't have so many expectation from you guys,

what I thought friends for is so much different after I came here. 

No one will help you, if you don't ask for it.

Sometimes ,they'll just ignore you, pretend that they din't notice you're dying in the dark corner.

I 

I'm afraid to seek for help again. 

why?

to be continue........

Saw series.

I always hope that I could find someone to watch Saw(7 episodes non stop)with me.
someone who really know how to enjoy watching this movie.
Nah, its hard to find.
I think I'm going to watch it with my best fren(beer).
I'll finish this movie by tmr, not going to sleep today.
hope that I'll be fine tmr.

38 today

I feel so lonely just now, so I decided to find someone to chat.
I chat v 10 ppl in my FB to overcome my loneliness for around 3 hours.
yea, it works.
4 guys 6 girls.
went out v a guy at 1am.
first time hang out v guy in the midnight.
I told him my problems, he told me his problem too.
he said he will jio me go out sometimes.
tmr my lovely ex room mate jio me go play freebies.
yea, sometimes we just have to make the first step .
hope I'll be fine tmr.
I just want to know more friends, have more activities outside.
hope I can make some changes to my life, I'm working on it.
good night.

原来说话也需要练习

说话得次数越来越少了，不懂要如何要和别人沟通。

是我不要说，还是没人和我说？

我不懂。

累了，

算了。

不想再说了.