I don't really know why I have this kind of feeling.
Maybe just because my "aunt" is coming to visit me soon.
One of me guinea pig was found dead last Friday.
She just lied down there quietly,leave peacefully without saying goodbye.
I feel very guilty.
I just wasted all my time on my bed.
Sleep for the whole day doing nothing.
And I eat a lot.
feel like I'm abandon.
no one see me.
feel very lonely and helpless.
I need u,