Saturday, March 26, 2011

Do the same thing everyday~~

Everyday seems like the same:
Go to school
Do hmwk
Do hmwk 
That's why I have nothing to tell about my daily life, that's why I seldom update my blog about my daily life. 
I update my my blog with dream,yeah!!!
I have different dream everyday, although there are almost the same.(somebody wanna kill me)
But it happen in the different place,different time, different ppl. 
Nt like my daily life, do the same thing, meet the same person. 
Haiz...what a bored life, wondering why AM I living for??
I'm going to make some changes!!!!
yea, chg eveything once I move into single room!!

Friday, March 25, 2011

Justin Bieber met his wax model

Yea,there is a waxwork model of Justin Bieber in the Madame Tussaudes museum in London.
OMG! He is so damn popular ,I knw.
But tats nt the point.
When  I first saw the photo, I've been wondering what's inside his pocket.why it look so big?
seems like a lot of cash is inside.XD
hehe, I knw I'm weird. 
Here is the photo>>>>>

Bruno Mars!!

I love his song, his style and absolutely his voice!!
I felt so dissapointed when I read this
Bruno Mars has definitely gone from strength to strength in the past one year. There's the No. 1 singles, the hit album and the seven Grammy nominations (eventually he won one Grammy for  Best Male Pop Vocal Performance for Just the Way You Are)
"The last few months, it's been a rocket... to Mars!" the singer told GQ.
But fame was nearly shortlived for Bruno whose real name is Peter Gene Hernandez. Last September, he was busted for cocaine posession in Las Vegas. Bruno has moved on but not without learning a good lesson.
"I'm not gonna preach that I'm a role model. I'm a f***ing musician! But I've learned people are watching, so don't do nothing stupid."
That would be a good idea, Bruno.

Hope he won't try this again.  I will always support 
                                                                                                                you Bruno Mars.TAKE CARE


We all go through ups and downs in our mood. Sadness is a normal reaction to life’s struggles, setbacks, and disappointments. Many people use the word “depression” to explain these kinds of feelings, but depression is much more than just sadness.
Some people describe depression as “living in a black hole” or having a feeling of impending doom. However, some depressed people don't feel sad at all—instead, they feel lifeless, empty, and apathetic.
Whatever the symptoms, depression is different from normal sadness in that it engulfs your day-to-day life, interfering with your ability to work, study, eat, sleep, and have fun. The feelings of helplessness, hopelessness, and worthlessness are intense and unrelenting, with little, if any, relief.

  • Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness. A bleak outlook—nothing will ever get better and there’s nothing you can do to improve your situation.
  • Loss of interest in daily activities.  No interest in former hobbies, pastimes, social activities, or sex. You’ve lost your ability to feel joy and pleasure.
  • Appetite or weight changes. Significant weight loss or weight gain—a change of more than 5% of body weight in a month.
  • Sleep changes. Either insomnia, especially waking in the early hours of the morning, or oversleeping (also known as hypersomnia).
  • Irritability or restlessness. Feeling agitated, restless, or on edge. Your tolerance level is low; everything and everyone gets on your nerves.
  • Loss of energy. Feeling fatigued, sluggish, and physically drained. Your whole body may feel heavy, and even small tasks are exhausting or take longer to complete.
  • Self-loathing. Strong feelings of worthlessness or guilt. You harshly criticize yourself for perceived faults and mistakes.
  • Concentration problems. Trouble focusing, making decisions, or remembering things.
  • Unexplained aches and pains. An increase in physical complaints such as headaches, back pain, aching muscles, and stomach pain.
Well, I post this because some of my fren told me she felt very depress.
I feel depress also recently.
Jz wanted to share this, 
if u're nt sure u're depress ,here is a depression test.

Depression is a major risk factor for suicide. The deep despair and hopelessness that goes along with depression can make suicide feel like the only way to escape the pain. Thoughts of death or suicide are a serious symptom of depression, so take any suicidal talk or behavior seriously. It's not just a warning sign that the person is thinking about suicide: it's a cry for help.

Friday, March 11, 2011

Another night another dream.

I had another night on Thursday night.
A naked dream:
Someone came my hse in my dream, so I serve her with a cup of tea. 
After serving her a tea, I saw she smile. 
Then I look back to myself. I'm naked. 
I felt ashame but I said the weather is hot, tats why I'm naked. 
Then I woke up. 
what does a naked dream meant?
here it it:
So you are going about your normal routine - going to work, waiting for the bus, or just walking down the street when you suddenly realize that you are naked. Finding yourself completely naked in your dream is quite a common experience. Nudity may symbolize a variety of things depending on your real life situation.
Dreaming that you are naked is not a fear that you will forget to wear clothes one day.
These dreams are symbolic of other feelings and may reflect your feelings of vulnerability, shamefulness and being exposed in some embarrassing way. You may be hiding something and have a fear that people can nevertheless see right through you. You cannot conceal your real nature from others and are feeling ashamed in some way. You are afraid that a mistake that you have made or a misjudgment might be revealed to your peers. Thus, your insecurities are manifesting in a dream. Clothes are a means of concealment and without them; we feel that everything is hanging out for all to see. If you are in a new relationship, you may have some fears or apprehension in revealing your true feelings. You may exhibit fears of being ridiculed and disgraced.
Nudity also symbolizes being caught off guard. Finding yourself naked at work or in a classroom may signify that you are unprepared for a project at work or school. You may be uninformed in making a well-formed decision. With all eyes on you, you have this fear of having some deed brought to public attention. You fear that people will see through your true self and you will be exposed as a fraud or a phoney.
Perhaps you are naked, but no one seems to notice. This implies that your fears are unnecessary or unfounded. You may be over-exaggerating the situation. Nobody will notice but you and this dream may serve to reassure you. On the other hand, this dream may express you desire (and failure) to be noticed. To dream that you feel no embarrassment or shame in your nakedness implies unrestricted freedom. A new sense of honesty, openness, and a carefree nature. 

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

surprised birthday party

Happy birthday to you!!! u knw who u're.^^
9th of March was my fren birthday, she said she wan to make it simple. So me and my fren hang out with her in pasar malam to buy some food for our dinner. After having dinner in her house, me and my fren rcv a msg : we are going to celebrate her birthday around at 9 or 10 pm. Which means we have to stay at her hse until 9 or 10 pm, so the earliest the we could leave is 11pm. 
Not to said tat I'm nt having fun there, bt I found it's pointless to celebrate her birthday secretly to giv her a 'BIG' surprised since she already knw we are going to celebrate her birthday.
Just so u knw, the secret/ surprised party is nt surprised anymore since she already knw it. 
Yea,my fren told her tat the other frens are planning a party for her.(she have to pretend tat she don't knw and 4 of us have to pretend that we dint tel her we are going to celebrate her birthday)=.="'
well, it is nt a formal party,it's more like an event .
the event only goes for 10mins. 
sing song 2mins,take photo 2mins, cut and eat cake 6mins. 
then sumbody left. . . well, I thought that we could have some conversation there coz it's been awhile that all of us (11ppl) din't hang out.nah~~~ it just end like tat,in the 5th minit, 3 person already left b4 they finish their cake,2 ppl left on the 10th minit.
Left 5 of us, yea we do have a very long conversation. I'm hepi with it. 

Hmm....we used to hang out for many hours ,we used to chat for many hours, we used to celebrate the other's fren birthday part and have a very long conversation.
BUT now, we're more like a stranger.
I'm glad that u all have the idea of giving her a surprised birthday party although it fail to be a surprise party but at least it was a birthday party. 
But u guys just left in the nex 5 or 10mins after she blew her candle. 
what does that mean? u guys attend just so tat u guys wont feel guilty(bcoz we had celebrated u guys birthday),so its necessary to celebrate back her birthday?? to pay back wat she gave?

No offense k. Just that I'm just wondering....are u guys reli wan to celebrate her birthday to make her happy or as a pay back so that u guys wont feel guilty?
and  I just found it's pointless to celebrate her birthday secretly , what I meant was just celebrate her birthday in the normal way la since she already knw. 

Hm....lastly no offense , just telling my point of view. 

Monday, March 7, 2011

dream last night

I had a terrible dream yesterday, I've been kidnap in my dream.
Sumbody kidnap me in the parking area, they gave me 1 hour to get RM500 for them then they wil let me go.
Rm500? I have it in my acc,bt they took my wallet, I cant get it from ATM machine.
I went to school, saw many stranger.
Then I saw ym, I told her my situation, I need money.
she gave me rm5. T.T.
Then I saw J, she said she is going to lagoon, no money to lend me.
why dun pkm exist in my dream? if she exist, the problem could be settle immediatly!
F*ck! Feel so hopeless there, then I saw may, I told her my situation since she is the last 1 I knw in my dream.
She told me she've been kidnap b4, she said she paid them rm500, and she survive.
glad to heard tat If I gave them rm500 then I could survive, bt I left 5 mins.
ouk ouk ouk ouk!!! my roommate alarm rang and woke me up.
That was a terrible dream, more than a ghost nightmare!
feel so HOPELESS there, jz like wat I feel everyday .
I search on web, I found this: To be kidnapped in a dream reflects feelings that someone in waking life is forcing you to do something against your will.Feeling forced to do something against your will
Feeling victimized.