I'm emo again!

How many times I had been emo for the past few months?? 1,2? I guess its more than 100.

After I had moved to here, everything changed.

The only reason I'm stil staying alive is ??

just bcoz my heart is still beating,I'll just leave or let go of my life after my heart has stop beating.

My heart, my dearly heart~ u've been beating for 18 years for me without taking any rest.

are u tired? u can rest now, u knw? I'm serious.

why dun u just get some leave.

Will someone appear here to save me?

I dun wan to live alone right here anymore.